About CINDERELLASTORY

HELLO..MY NAME IS DEANNA.I AM A SERIOUSLY DESPERATE MOM.I WALKED TO JOSHUA TREE , IN THE SCORCHING HOT DESERT , FROM A CORONA CA. SHELTER.I WAS LIVING OUTSIDE,HOMELESS.FOR MANY YEARS.I HAD ALOT OF HORRIBLE THINGS HAPPEN TO ME,SINCE I AM A GIRL,OBVIOUSLY.BUT I STAYED STUBBORN AND DIDN'T GET HOOKED ON DRUGS OR ANYTHING STUPID,LIKE MOST OF THE PEOPLE OUT THERE.BEFORE I WAS HOMELESS.I WAS SEVERELY DEPRESSED FOR OTHER REASONS.I NOW HAVE PSTD AND OCD.I HAVE REALLY BAD SLEEPING PROBLEMS.I AM SO STRESSED,I JUST CAN'T FALL ASLEEP.I RECIEVE SSI,FOR THESE PROBLEMS NOW.I HAVE A PRETTY LONG STORY,TO LONG TO WRITE.BUT...MOST IMPORTANTLY...I AM A SINGLE MOM. I HAVE 2 OLDER BOYS,STAYING AT THEIR DADS,SO THEY ARE O.K. BUT--- I ALSO HAVE A SPECIAL 7 YEAR OLD. HIS NAME IS ZANDIHR . HE HAS BEEN STUCK IN THE DESERT HIS WHOLE LIFE. HE HAS DEVELOPED PROBLEMS THAT WILL RUIN HIS FUTURE IF I DON'T FIX THE PROBLEM..A.S.A.P. HE HAS SORTA A CABIN FEVER,TYPE THING.HE HAS NO WAY OF BEING AROUND THE NORMAL THINGS IN LIFE. WE HAVE NO GRASS HERE,NO TREES,NO REAL DIRT,NO BUILDINGS-HARDLY AT ALL.NO ACTIVITIES,THAT ARE IN OUR REACH.,NO FRIENDS OR FAMILY HERE.,HES ONLY EVEN BEEN INSIDE 2 HOUSES....EVER SINCE HE WAS BORN.,HES ONLY SEEN A MALL ONCE AN ELEVATOR ONCE .WE DON'T EVEN HAVE A FREEWAY.THERES ONLY 2 ELEMENTRYS..AND NO JR HIGH OR HIGH SCHOOL HERE.HE HAS NEVER EVEN SEEN AN OCEAN,AND WE ARE IN CALIFORNIA.HE GOT TO SEE A TOY STORE ONCE A LONG TIME AGO AND WE STAYED LIKE 3 HOURS.IM  NOT KIDDING.HE HAS NO CLUE WHAT EXSISTS IN THE WORLD.HES BEEN KICKED OUTA 1ST GRADE,FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO COPE,NORMAL,LIKE MOST KIDS.HES IN THERIPY.AND ITS ALL MY FAULT.I HAVE NEVER DRIVIN A CAR,AND WE HAVE NO WAY OUTA HERE.I DONT HAVE ANY FRIENDS OR FAMILY THAT CAN HELP.I NEED HELP SOOOO BAD!!!! I WANT MORE IN LIFE.I AM 36 AND EVEN I,HAVE NEVER HAD ANYTHING,STILL.WE NEVER HEAR A KNOCK AT OUR DOOR,OR GET TO LEAVE,WE NEVER EVEN GET A CALL.NOR CAN WE CALL LONG DISTANCE..WHICH IS EVERYTHING...WE ARE SO STUCK...AND IT HAS BEEN 7 YEARS.I AM ALSO FORGETTING WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO SEE THINGS , FEEL THINGS,I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT NORMAL LIFE IS LIKE..WE JUST SLEEP AND EAT.WE DON'T EVEN GET TELEVISION.I HAVE A LAPTOP FINALLY.BUT NO ENTERNET.I AM WALKING AROUND HOPING TO GET A SIGNAL IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DESERT.SOMETIMES I GET LUCKY.IT REACHES ABOUT 118 DEGREESE HERE,DAILY...AND WE HAVE TO WALK IN IT EVERYDAY,WE GET SO HEATSICK,IVE PASSED OUT MANY TIMES.HE GETS SO SICK,TOO.IT TAKES ALL DAY JUST TO GET GROCERIES TO MY APT.CAN ANYONE HELP US?ANYTHING?WE NEED OUTA HERE.IM SOOO ALONE.AND HE IS SOOOO MESSED UP FROM LIVING HERE.HE DESERVES BETTER. I DON'T WANT HIM TO HAVE TO LIVE OFF SSI  WHEN HE GETS OLDER JUST CAUSE HE DEVELOPED TOO MUCH PROBLEMS FROM HIS LIFESTYLE.WE CAN BE POOR AND HAPPY ANYWHERE BUT HERE.THERE'S THINGS IN THE CITY WE CAN BE INVOLVED IN IF WE ARE IN A CITY.I JUST HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO MOVE TO ONE. PLEASE WRITE ME IF YOU CAN HELP IN ANY WAY...LOVE, DEANNA THOMPSON   61451 VERBENA RD. APT 6C JOSHUA TREE CA.92252    zandihrsmom@yahoo.com  Deanna Thompson ' Cinderella Story' on My Space.... 760-366-9857